Saturday, August 31, 2013

Dream

Guys.... do you believe that your dream have a meaning?? okay, i wanna share to you about my dream.
Last night, i dream something. i saw my senior who i admire (uuu such a long story. but i don't think about him anymore. okay) ride a motorcycle and he stop on the traffic light. i stood on the zebra cross and wait the walk light turn into green, and i keep staring him. but suddenly, someone gave me something, and he said the letter is from him (looking at my senior). i just blank, and don't know what to do. i open the letter, and i just caught some words, ' i'm happy to meet you because........', and i can't continue read the letter because the screen turn into black. then i go to another place. there are an auditorium, and i see him and his classmate enter the auditorium, and i see he handle a rose. i try to read the letter again, but i always fail, like God says to me 'it's not your right time to read it' but i'm toooooo curious about the letter ㅠ_ㅠ.
But, the stranger is, i don't think about him anymore because my crowded schedule, and that dream suddenly pop on my sleep. when i woke up in the morning, i just stare may ceiling blankly, don't know why that dream appear in my sleep.
then i go to school, and i forget about that dream for awhile. when break time, my friend call me and drag me out from my class, and you know what? i see my senior in the school wearing his almamater. when i see him, i just can drop my jaw. i don't believe what i see, but i know it's clearly him. and i connect my dream with this incident. my big question is 'WHY GOD LET ME DREAM ABOUT HIM?' i already forget about him, but why he appear in my dream? uuuu what GOD want to tell me?
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Wednesday, August 28, 2013

My 'Crowded' Schedule

Oh my God..... i can't believe it that my schedule can be sooooooo crowded. Gaaaah i hope i can keep my stamina. and this is my schedule, start from next week :

Monday : Praktikum
Tuesday : MPMBS (just like additional lesson from school)
Wednesday : Praktikum and additional Math lesson
Thursday : MPMBS
Friday : additional Math and chemistry lesson
Saturday : MPMBS
Sunday : additional physic lesson

uwaaaaa maybe i don't have time to have enough rest. uuuu ㅠ_ㅠ.... FIGHTING !!!
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Tuesday, August 27, 2013

God.... I'm an 'Aunty' (?)

yeaah.... you know what, now i got a new title, yep that's 'Aunty'. ㅠ_ㅠ.
a year ago, my 1st sister give birth her daughter. and she's in Borneo, so i don't think so much that i already have a niece. then my 2nd sister who live in West Java give birth her son too on this year. so i have niece and nephew. oh.... how nice is it. aaa this is the picture both of them ^_^


and now, my niece here in Jogja. hohoho how happy i'm know it. but being the last children in your family, and now you have a niece in the same house with you, it's rather difficult to handle. you know, i don't have little sister, and now, i've to caring of my niece. and i don't know how (poor me) uuuum i love children because they're so cute and pure. haahha my niece sometimes mumble, and i find it soooooo cute. kekeke. ah but when she cry, the sound is loud enough for me (but it's not disturbing me. i wonder why). she calls me 'Te~~~' stand for 'Tante'.
ahh i have a sensitive skin, i mean, if you touch me, it send me goosebump, and my niece always touch me, and if i take a back step, she will catch and touch me again. huhuhu (how pity i'm) but i'm enjoy my life as an Aunty
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Friday, August 23, 2013

Happy Birthday Yesung Oppa



생일축하함니다
생일축하함니다
사랑하는김종운오빠
생일축하함니다

aaaa....... 오빠, 안녕. 내가너무너무그리워. 생일축하해오빠.
There was already 1 year you went to the military. Now you're already 30 years old (Omo, your're so old. ㅋㅋㅋ), you might celebrate your birthday at camp (hey but, you go home every weekend, right Oppa?)
I hope your day at the camp fun and you don't distress to train with the other members. and i hope you'll always fine. You know, i feel something is missing when you leave Super Junior, Oppa whether it be what is it. Gaaah i really miss your sweet voice to sing on stage again, Oppa. When i listen to your song, i feel like crying ㅠ_ㅠ
I can only pray, hope in life that you have now, you still be strong and full of the better talent. Fly high to the sky Oppa (just like your twitter account name) and shade us with your golden voice. aa don't forget, stay healthy, please. 아라지.....^^
Once more time HAPPY BIRTHDAY YESUNG OPPA..... May God always bless you
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