Friday, June 27, 2014

I Don't Know

well, i know i'm just a common fans to you. i really really shock and oh God i'm speechless.

when i open my facebook account, there's some post that caught my attention. but i just skip it. the post is about your relationship with her. Thanks God, i can't really care about that post because i must prepare some documents for my college. i forgot about that post.

on monday 23, we talk about K-pop. Martha says that you'll become a guest in 'Roommate'. when i heard it, i really really wait for your appear in 'Roommate'. but Martha says that it get canceled because of something (but, i see some preview that you'll be a guest in 'Roommate'). then Nay says like that 'God, why all of you too fangirling about them. what happen if your bias get a girlfriend'. and we say 'it's okay'.

i don't know what's on my mind, my curious grew higher. someday, i surf on internet and i found that you've already taken. God.... i wanna believe that it isn't true. on wednesday 25, i meet new friends who loves K-pop too. we chit chat about everything. my friend says that she likes Kai of EXO. and i say that i like you.

in the middle of the chit chat, she says that you've kiss her. God.... i got numb when i heard that. just like i got light in the bright day. yes, i know it's your right to do some stuff like that. but, do you remember that you ever say that you won't have a girlfriend before 35. this is the reality. you've already taken now. i know that people's heart can change easily when it comes to love.

i read some post that you are 'traitor' in EXO. i don't know why. maybe because you're the first member who got into relationship. hahahha now i know people who hates shipper. i understand now. just take care, be patient with the bad news and the sasaeng fans who don't like about you and her. don't worry, i'll always support your decision to have relationship with her. as long as you happy, i'll be happy too. but i'm sorry., i  really really sorry that i can't see you the way i see you before

3 comments:

  1. sometimes we don't like our bias being someone else. but, like what you say, we just a common fans for them. and maybe we don't have a price to control their life. so, just let it go. it's their decision to have a relationship or not

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  2. umm..... this news is to early to have relationship, and this is make me shock. i still wanna feel that he is' belongs to his fans. not somebody else. hiks hiks hiks

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  3. me too.... it's just freaking news.
    yes, i agree. i still support them. but, when i see him, something different. i can't see him like i see him usually. this news make me uncomfortable. ASDFGHJKL

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